Wetting a Line with Friends

Fishing with Old Chums in Scotland


December 15, 2014 Videos : Original Films By Photo by Jeremy Berger
Video by Sung Han.

I am going to tell you something now. Fish speak to me. Don’t stop reading because it seems strange. It’s not anything odd; usually, it’s useful. A salmon was the first person to remind me that one day I would die. He yelled it to me as I floundered after him into deep, fast water, just after my waders began filling and just before my father snatched me up onto the bank. A fat, fresh rainbow in California once embarrassed me in front of a few local fishermen by pointing out — cheekily — that I hadn’t successfully de-barbed my hook as law and a universal code of respect between fishermen required. These were all short conversations, but they were important ones.

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Then there were the prolonged relationships. At Penn State my favorite professor was a brown trout about ten inches long. He held class in the same spot a few feet off the bank in the clear waters of little Spring Creek, filled to the brim with other native browns, for as long as I fished there. I’d start every outing practicing my dry fly presentation on him — he’d critique me. On the one or two casts that were really good out of the thousands I spent on him, he canted up, pointed his nose at my fly, and floated a few inches below it in the current, noodling his pectorals to stay perfectly beneath it. “Ah, my boy”, he said at the end of each of those drifts as he pulled away and cruised back to his comfortable resting spot without making a move for the fly, “just so. That was very nearly it. See me in my office hours next week and we’ll try again.”

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But the prof had long faded from my memory when I made my first cast into the placid water in Cairngorms National Park, Scotland. What we were fishing was either a small lake or a large pond. It did not seem deep; in the center was a small swampy-looking patch accented by a withered and half-submerged tree. On our end of the lake-pond, the banks were open and showed the place’s age: tree trunks thick and surrounded by open ground and some tall grass lent the whole place a worn, worked-over feeling. So did the water, mirrored sheen protecting its color, which didn’t appear muddied by movement but rather by a stagnant saturation of silt. Forest blanketed the area around the lake-pond, big pines away toward the hills and mountains, young scrub back toward the estate. All was a deep green and a warm, bright brown.

That pond seemed more of a gentle disappointment than anything else. I’d been a snob, wanting to fish the nearby River Spey with a big two handed rod, but salmon were out of season, we weren’t able to get a guide to fish it for trout, and it was not to be. So we got this, a pretty body of water owned by an ancient Scottish estate that was supposedly full of monster browns.

My presentation had long gone to shit and it’d been years since my last lesson from the finned prof. My mind was on my cast: 10 o’clock, 2 o’clock, arm on the shelf like legendary caster Lefty Kreh once told me (“your cans are sliding off the end!” he’d yell when I lost parallel to the ground). I was caught in a tree early on, then bit off too much line and lost my backcast in the weeds. But after shortening my line and getting things untangled I could feel the casting stroke coming back to me again — working the cork handle, thumb pointing straight ahead, working the line through the air with a hiss. I wasn’t putting on a clinic by a long shot, but my tailing loop wasn’t catastrophic. It felt good.

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I was between casts talking to our guide with my line slack in the water when I caught the fish. Jerking at the end of my line when I began gathering up my slack was a bright little brown trout. He leapt once and then was in, completing what was more of a defiant performance than a fight. He rested in my hand, something like ten inches long, beautiful dark amber, with darker brown on his back and clay colored spots on his sides. Our guide said he guessed this was one of the natives that had long lived in the pond alongside the larger browns the estate stocked every year.

He was more than that: clever, wizened, miniature yet fully developed, he bore a striking resemblance to my professor. But it was the eyes that spoke to their tremendous similarity more than any other feature. Everyone thinks of a “fish eye” as either a silly lens or something that looks flat and dead inside, lacking in emotion, spookily or unhealthily so. But this eye — in both fish, Centre County, PA and Cairngorms, Scotland — was vibrantly alive, aware. This I felt within the half a minute that I held the Scottish brown out of the water, removing the hook and posing briefly for a picture.

A few days later in Edinburgh I spied an old tome about fishing in the lobby of our hotel and cracked it open. In the taxonomy section I read something once, then stopped, went back, and read it again. And there it was: brown trout were not native to North America, and had been imported to the country in the 1880s from Baden-Württemberg, Germany, and Loch Leven, Scotland. I wish I’d known that at Cairngorms. I would’ve asked that cagey little brown if he’d known of my friend, a well-regarded scholar and educator back in the States, before he tailed out of my hand in the lake’s cool waters and darted back into his ancestral home.